Do you really love your soul's expression?

Do you ever just sit down and play music without thinking? Do you just play what comes out? Do you ever just start drawing with no thought or mental plan? Do you create something that connects with you deeply? Does your head want to judge it? If you have been, do you love it? Are you totally filled up by these experiences with yourself? How many of you out there truly know what this feels like? How many of you have had these experiences with others and magnified these feelings of satisfaction? I have spent the last 3 1/2 years exploring these topics with myself and others to better understand one thing. Do I love what my soul is expressing? Finally, I can say yes about my art and my music, but I feel as though there is more. My soul deeply yearns to connect with other musicians consistently in a fulfilling way. My heart wants others to know of these feelings also and to explore with them.